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Looking at my past texts on tumblr and I was going through a lot . I struggled to find a JOB and finish SCHOOL . I had fake friends and my NOW ex boyfriend cheated on me with multiple women . I would argue with everybody , have a nasty attitude and just be so anti social . I thought my life was heading to shambles and never return . Between 16 and 18 years old . I am NOW 20 and I work two jobs , finished school and single . I became this young woman who is STRONGER than ever , I never gave up on anything I strived to work hard on . I took a long time for this to get accomplished but I DID IT for me . Patted myself on the back and now it’s time to get my diploma and walk the stage of success . It brings tears to my eyes because when everybody though I’d never make it my family kept me going . I thank them so much for everything everyday and I am really grateful for such great people in my life . I couldn’t ask God for anything or anybody better . 

This summer I was thinking of doing a list of things , I may shorten due to aggravation or just cause … 

1. Beach House For 4 Days 

2. Sixflags/Lake Compounce 

3. Seaside Heights 

4. Rhode Island 

5. California 

6. Party Hard 

Sometimes I just wanna move away from everybody . Just be on my own , find new friends & live new adventures . I’m tired of being talk to like I’m a piece of shit and be down talk to like I’m a child . I am 19 years old, I work and I work HARD , I’m finishing up school & it’s so crazy cause the only person proud of me is my grandmother . She is everything to me and so much more . Her positive note towards me lightens me back up everyday . She will probably be the only one meeting my boyfriends & even future husband . I honestly grew up not needing nobodies help . So why the shit talk ?